very discouraged

I do not think I am going to be ready for my physical exam, and everything i have been reading is really getting me nervous about this job. I do not think I can do it. Dam, I am so sore from working out, but I am still nowhere near where i need to be. I guess all I can do is ramp up the training a bit and hope for the best. My phone is disconnected and I really need it to get the call from the border patrol. This really sucks.